...this is for emo audiences only"-some random song that marion and i this is funny

So today i have been feeling a bit...shitty, i dont know why, because i actually didnt screw anything up today, and i got some things done that i needed to for school! i guess i feel this way because i had a lot of down time to think about how stinky i have made things for myself, and i have no one else to blame! there was a time when i was:

healthier
thinner
had more hair
wanted
pretty
excited about the future
not in such a need for the past
never jealous
happy about myself

(thats not the end of the list but i dont want to bore you even more) so why am i making a post about this?...damn it...i really dont know why! because no one can fix it, and i dont want anyone to feel sorry for me because i hate that, why am i being an emo kid? its really not cool, and it just makes people dislike me (more?) ok i am going to end this post here, and i am sure i will delete its soon! because i mean...come on...what does it matter to anybody? like i said, no one can help me but myself (because all of this is my fault anyway)

i guess i just didnt see how nice i had it until it all went away


Shit, ok i am going to have to stop the posts like this, because no one wants to read this crap, umm ok here is the photographer and photograph of the day! I chose a photograph by Sally Mann, she is actually one of my favorite photographers (everyone seems to love sally mann...or hate her, i dont think that there is an in between) i chose an image from her book "at twelve portraits of young women" (1988) it is a book that is just as controversial as her other works (if not the most contorversial) it is because of the books content and meaning. this serise of photographs according to critics "captures the confusing emotions and developing sexual identities of girls at that transitional age one foot in childhood and one foot in the adult wtorld" im almost 21 and i think i am more confused now than when i was twelve!

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